I don't even know what to say anymore. I have all these thoughts in my head about all these things, past, present, and future, and I can't seem to stop them from bouncing around in my head all night so that I can sleep! Well.. yes.. I have been gone awhile, it does seem. I'm not even sure of the date of my last post... too lazy to look. It is currently 1:30 in the morning, and I am feeling that a long rant may be in order. Forgive me if the following doesn't make much sense, but I am trying to unload, and I didn't know where else to do it really. I'm not even sure if anyone reads this anymore, to be honest! I haven't been very good at keeping up with things, and I have been wanting a new design, because this one is just getting old. I need something... simple. Yes. Well, I have been thinking about a lot. A lot has been going on. Yet, not much at all has been going on, to be honest. It seems like maybe I am making things happen, digging for drama. I'm unsure. Er, let me start over. Here is the update: Meds: I am still off of the Geodon. I also went down on my Klonopin. I wasn't expecting to, but I ran out of my prescription and it was a weekend, so I had to make 2 mgs last me 3 days.. so I tried 0.5 mg. I felt fine during the weekend, and when I got my prescription filled, I only took 1 mg the first night, then 2 the next night, and both of those days I was like a zombie... I slept half the day, couldn't wake up in the morning. So I decided to go back down to 0.5 mg. That's wh...